You might give me tons of problems.. but one thing is for sure, I will try to make the most out of it. Meaning, I will never give it up.. not until, I have given the best of me. Moral lessons from daily experiences are highly appreciated, I’ll try to live it up and passed it to my daughter and son in the future so that I can prove that I have lived my life as worthy as possible.
I will learn things with the help of people around me.. with my friends, parents, relatives and many more. They teach me almost everything that I need to be able to survive to this cruel world. I can held my head high say in the end, “I survived!”
I have been a great friend. I have been a good daughter. I have been a diligent student. But there’s something more than that.. and at this stage of my life, I’m still looking for unknown answers. There are still questions in mind which drive me crazy when I think about it. I know you’re the only person besides God who can answer all of these. I’m still waiting for it.
I know we’re living in a crazy word.. that’s why people living in in are crazy, too. I will become strong someday. From now on, I’ll be looking at the positive side. I’ll try to become a better person.
NOTE: This is not even a confession. Sorry, I have no idea what to say.
This post goes for those people who don’t know me yet. You might know my name but you don’t know my story.. you don’t know my game. I don’t easily judge people. I know them.. I befriend them. It’s just that I don’t wanna be judged, too. You know the golden rule, right? Do not do unto others what you do not what others do unto you. Don’t talk shit as if you know everything because I might prove you wrong. I’m not looking for a fight here. This is just a random thought that I need to express or else, I might get mad at someone. I know I can not control the way you think.. that’s why most of the time, I don’t really give a damn about how I look, how will I speak.. the way I act. Because I have kept in mind that whatever I do whether it’s a good thing or a bad thing, people around me will never keep their mouth shut. They will criticize you.. they will notice every flaws and imperfections you have. After all the kindness I’ve showed you.. is this how you will pay me back? Anyway, I’m not expecting something in return. What I’m pointing out is, I wanna treated with respect and honesty. If you want to say something, come to me and say it infront of my face. Being straightforward with your feelings towards me is highly appreciated. That, I promise. Don’t beat around the bush. I won’t eat you, it’s not like I’m a monster or something because most people at my school, I think, are afraid of me. I’m nice if you’re nice. I’m a bitch if you’re a bitch. The way I interact is compared to a mirror. If you show me something, then I’ll reflect it back to you. I’m not really good with choosing my words so.. don’t mind me. :)
Everyone knows you’re pretty, stop saying that you are ugly. It’s annoying, you know. You keep on looking at your reflection. You secretly admire yourself, that’s what I think. I’m not bitter or jealous of you, it’s just that I know for myself that I’m an average looking person and I can willingly accept that fact. But with your situation, you are never satisfied with the way you look. I guess you want to be the best. Beauty is not just on the physical appearance, it’s on the ‘inside’, too. You have the nicest skin but how about your attitude? I don’t wanna say anything bad but still, I admire girls who are pretty, simple and with a good character. Nowadays, if someone is pretty, expect them to be bitchy. Don’t judge and say bad things to other people just because you assume they’re despicable and unattractive. They might not be as beautiful as you are on the outside, but who knows? They might be prettier on the inside. Sorry, I’m not referring to all of the girls out there. Maybe, a few of them. Don’t act as if you own the world. Someday, you will realize that what you prioritizes right now will not be important when you grow old. Beauty is like a firework. One moment, it’s in the sky and showing its glamor. The next thing you know, it’s falling and fading into the grounds where it came to be. What I’m saying is, it’s not permanent. I’m not mentioning any names here. :)
This post is dedicated to Clarence Cardinal also known as Champsy in our school. Today is your day. I just wanna greet you a happy birthday! May God bless you and take care, alright? I don’t know if you still remember the day that we first met when we were in first year. That was embarrassing for me. It’s unforgettable. We became text mates during the summer break and you said your name is Champsy. We met at the amphitheater, you introduced yourself as Clarence. Then, we started talking about random things and laughing all the while. Being new to the surrounding, I was asking you who that person is.. point who that is because I’m curious, I wanna know everyone. As innocent as I was, I asked you if you knew someone by the name of Champsy.. you didn’t respond. You just smiled at looked at me as if my question caught you off guard. I was waiting for you answer. You retorted, “That’s me!” I was very shocked, I was, “Seriously? But you said your name is Clarence.” All of a sudden, we were laughing our asses off. I just find this funny whenever it flashes back to my memory. Anyway, thanks for letting me see the beauty of Tumblr. You encouraged me to create an account here. Without you, I would not be addicted as I am right now. I’m really thankful that I’ve met you. You suggested songs that I absolutely love. You take pictures that almost everyone likes. You have God-given gifts and I know that you are special in your own way. I definitely admire you, you’re talented. You’re a good guitar player and you can sing, too. I hope this year we could be closer. Thanks for the kindness you’ve showed me. That’s all. Enjoy your day!
PS: I don’t know if you’ll read this. :)
I have so many celebrity crush. I admire almost all of them. So here how it goes:
- Logan Lerman - I really love your eyes, the way you look, it’s hypnotizing. I’ve liked you after watching Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief, I hope you can have the lead role until that series finishes. I’ll be supporting you all the way. By the way, do you have a girlfriend?
- Nick Jonas - At first I didn’t notice you, I’ve been looking at your brother, Joe Jonas all this time. But I was getting bored with him, then, when I saw you in the cover of Candy magazine, I was attracted by your smile. I also like your song, Introducing Me. I heard you want to come up with your own band, you should do it. You have so many supporters.
- Zac Efron - You’re my all time crush. Ever since you showed up in High School Musical. Your hair looks good on you. And Vanessa Hudgens is so lucky to have you. You’re my ideal boyfriend. I’ve been stalking you by watching every movie you have. You’re hot and sexy.
- David Henrie - You’re cute. You should court Selena Gomez, because you would make a cute couple. I don’t know much things about you, but you’re definitely handsome.
- Lucas Till - I don’t usually fall for blonde guys but you’re an exception. I’ve seen you You Belong With Me music video, Hannah Montana The Movie and Karate Kid. You’re just amazing.
- Justin Bieber - I am a fan of yours even before you became famous. I’ve seen your videos in Youtube. I admire you for you voice even if you sound like a girl, you’re cute and you have a lot of fans so you should keep it up. I know almost all of your songs.
- Taylor Lautner - I love your body. Your abs. You’re sexy. But they say, there’s something wrong with your nose which I don’t notice. For me, you’re good already.
- Ian Somerhalder - Your surname is hard to pronounce. You have the same name with my ex but it doesn’t matter. You’re hot and I like your role in the Vampire Diaries. I like the way you stare.
- Kim Bum and Lee Min Ho - I love you. I love all your koreanovelas. I love your smiles.
- James Reid - Just stay here in the Philippines. I wanna meet you. I wanna know you. You’re handsome but why do you have to be so skinny?
Some of you don’t know me personally, several are from my school who are also my friends, few are my brother’s pals.. 3 or more are from different countries, my dear followers, even though we have different cultures, I still wanna thank you for sticking up with me through the bad times as well as the good ones. You are the inspiration why I’m continuing to blog. Invisibly, you’ve given me moral support. I’m just thankful that someone has been reading what I post. It is highly appreciative that I assure you. Sorry if I’ve said something that made you angry or you didn’t agree with me. I’m looking forward to make friends with you. I’m terribly sorry if I didn’t follow back.. I hope you understand that I don’t want my dashboard to be filled with reblogs. If you want to say something, feel free to drop something in my inbox, I’ll surely entertain you.
